Hy is going out town ( yes again...) for work on Monday. This time he is only going to Seattle, which is like 3 hours away. But hes not coming home until Friday night. Pretty lame right?!
Totally miss him too much when he is gone out of town. Hopefuly this will be the last time for a while and he wont be forced to push the days back again!
I hardly sleep when he is gone and by the time he gets home I am too exhausted to even think straight! The bed feels uneven and even having the puppy sleep on the bed with me doesnt feel the same. I get cold- hy always keeps the bed nice and warm! Another 5 days of nothing but school and my thoughts.
So I will say goodbye to him Monday morning when I head to school VERY EARLY... like always. Half an hour after that he will take his suitcase and his big truck and head off into the sunrise with his crew. And I will come home to an empty house with no one to wait for.
Where I will sit and feel like #2, even though I know he really cares and loves me and to him I am #1. But loneliness will tell you differently...
Ill try to limit my tears...
and think ..."Happily Ever After..."
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