Miss Lily

While Hy is gone I am most thankful for our sweetheart of a puppy Miss Lily. She is our only child currently and makes me laugh my guts out everyday. Had to put up a picture I took of her a few minutes ago. She is pooped after a hot and sweaty trip to Petco. What a sweet puppy.



The vicious burn on my middle finger is mostly healed and mostly annoying. I guess thats what I get for flipping off a blow torch.

You're on a mission. You've got my permission.

"Pray that your loneliness may spur you into finding something to live for, great enough to die for.”

You dont realize how large a part someone has in the circus you call your life until they leave. Then there is this giant gaping hole that you struggle to fill. My food that I create tastes bland and all of my desserts fall flat. Not quite the same when you dont have someone to cook for.

11 days till he comes home

Night 2

Having Rudee over last night helped the night go by faster. BUt now that it is just me and my puppy, time ticks very slowly. The nights seem to go on forever! I know that he is missing me too and that makes me miss him even more. I know that something like this makes a couple stronger, but I guess right now I dont really see the positive side of it. Maybe in 2 weeks when he gets back I will? For now puppy and I are going to spoon and watch movies and hopefuly that will help me sleep. Currently though: melencholic ( I figure its a good a disease as any.)

Sad Panda

Hy left this morning for his 2 week work trip. Kenzi is now a sad panda. Rudee is sleeping over tonight to hopefuly keep Kenzi from being too sad of a panda, but I dont think it will do much good.

I must eat so many lemons

Cause right now Im feeling pretty bitter. Hy is leaving town in the morning and I am pretty bummed. I know he doesn't want to go and I surely dont want him to go either. He has to be in California for 2 weeks for work. Lame me has only one week for summer break from school and cant go. Im sure many melencholy posts will follow. Hopefuly the time will pass quickly.